Tuesday, August 28, 2007

a penny for my thoughts.
has been thinking recently. why did i not study. why did i allow such dumb stuff to happen to me. i allow such a thing to cause a big damage to my life. hais. but wads over is over. there is no way time can go back. a commando. a pilot. a guard. a business men. a homeless guy. i swear that i have to work hard and gain back what i have lost. talking with brothers are good. at least we understand each other more. suaning may be what i can do best. but. serious thought are always going through my minds. i confess. i steal stuff. but hey. i do thing that do really cause disappointment to my parents. i can be pissed. but hey. i still helped out in the housework. living by three principles "to care to guild to inspire" and "to love to live to laugh". no matter wad principles i live by, be it the 6Ds of dmn. respect is what i still give. no matter what religion you believe in. even if you are a freethinker. when you pray or when you hope for something. do you think that it will just happen. no. face it. we are given chances. you wan money you ask, you earn or you snatch. there is no way it will appear on your bed over the night. i may have done bad stuff. but in my whole life. i will and nv disrupt a person life in anyway purposely. sometimes. i keep thinking its that thing fault. it this its that. hey i got a chance. too bad. what i really wanna say is. do what you wanna do. you like or you love the person? tell that person. don be wait till that person die. one day i may just faint while running. and to almost all my dmn schoolmates. no matter who you are. even if you are the guy who always drink hot milo. even if you are the gay who loved charmaine. even if you are the guy who is low on male hormones and is named benjamin. even if you are the one who like me. even if you hate me. even if i nv talked to you all these years. i wanna tell you guys. thanks for being in the same secondary school as me. thanks for the memories. for i spent my most exciting life of my academic life in secondary school. to everyone who past through my lifes be it a black or a white. i just wanna tell you guys HUAN LO!!! if you are bored and wanna hear me talk about my interesting life. don mind calling me.

its fated -3:15 AM