Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Success is not Final, Failure is not Fatal, the Courage to Continue is what Counts.

when lucifer steps at your front door. will you run? or hide? or stand up and face death?
when santa is at your chimey. will you wake up early to tear up the wrapping paper? or throw away the presents?
when cupid is at the window. will you open the window wide? hide under the bed? or starts shouting "i wanna LOVE!!"
when jun ming calls you. will you let him huan lo you? will you hang up the call? or will you scold him vulgar words?
when promos is tomorrow. will you go to sleep? or try to remember the chapters you just revised? have you studied?! have you understand the concepts enough to give yourself courage to face the papers? did you give yourself hope? do you think you can pass? can you save yourself? do your need god to save you? did you give up? did you try? have your workhard? will you let your parents down? will you think you are a loser? is your way of studying good? if you retains, will people laugh? will people talk about you? will the hunter be hunt? how will people look upon you? how do you live on? how do you feel? ARE YOU READY FOR YOUR As LEVEL?

Success is not Final, Failure is not Fatal, the Courage to Continue is what Counts.

to me. I have always failed myself. I never try. I give up my chinese. I hate chinese. I never understand why do i have to school? is it for my goodwill? for the lord who stares upon me? the bastard who laughs at my results? I don understand. I hate studying.
once. i was a typical good boy. i studied hard. i grow from the last 10 of the cohot. i leap more than a total of 120 people infront of me. i have hope. high hopes. i did not wanted to give up. but hope gave me up.
like how i feel. the reaper ruined me. i have lost my future. it was really bright. but to date. im still living dark. stuck in what have ruin me. what have changed me. never to bring back time. but now. i try to bring back my bright future. to those. who might never make it. if hope did not give up on you. please don give up on hope. for its more then anything. its nothing. its not a religion. its not a group. its not a person. its not a name. its nothing. but its can give human a lot of things. from hope. a person can study hard. a person can pass the promos. a person can do well even in Os. he might even get a B3 in chinese.

to all my friends. the promos. the Os. the As. the love.
don give up hope. for all is never lost.

its fated -4:58 AM