Thursday, October 25, 2007

okay. i have officially injured my leg. just i minor injury. doctor says in a few days jiu recover le. recently never been to gym. but have beening running for two days. still it not enough. but. i cant manage my time well lo. keep pushing away the thoughts of running. but during exercising. i feel relieved. of the pain. the sadness. all the worries are gone. but for the moment. nothing is in my mind. its as thou im free from the world. free for anyone. just keep going on and on. but still my mind does quite a lot of serious thinkin when im exercising. i solve lots of problems when im running. next year maybe sign up for 21km. 42 may be too difficult. but hey. when the determination. i believe 42 is nothing. its just 42km mah. nothin. okay. recently got lots of stuff i wanna get. must update blog.

recently keep injuring myself. over accidents not over excerting thou. i accident pull my arms muscle too much during one time in gym. i accident hit the chair with my knee. sometimes im too lazy to do warm up. resulting in my whole body in ache after the run. sometimes i always fall down.

den im also very paranoid. i keep checking if things is lost or not. if im at the correct place. keep checking if things is lost or not. keep thinking about lots of what if. when i go running i keep thinking what if something happens to me. someone attack me how. what if i become lost. what if the factor of unknown at the dark pathway when i go running takes over me. engulf me in fear. in what is know as the "im scared". what if my handphone drops. what if i do this and that happen.

also. my money problems. i must save up to 300 by the next two weeks. and im short by 90. unless i can get my pay asap.

den coming to friendship. its getting better. im talking to more people in my class. more accepting of them. maybe not the san mei or three beautiful ladys in my class la. my brothers are okay. my ex is okay. everyone is good. some may get trip once in awhile. but i believe they will get up and work hard for year one again!!! nvm. lots of people also retain. some with even much lower IQ.

my wants and needs list is getting from pasir ris to boon lay. some say JB. some say KL. some say LA. why not maldive. wao... so far.

next up. im very sure i will be buying jay chou new cd. even thou some GL people like tsui san says its not nice. but i support him. just like my dear annabelle. more pratas for you!!! haha.

cousins. mmhmm. getting good. shawn got his psp slim with a 4gb memory card. fun ah. fel fel is staying cute maybe cuter. jon the tankie is back after going to taiwan to play with huge toy cars. which can shoot and kill. baby is fine. all is cool.

basiclly. all is cool.

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