Saturday, December 8, 2007

my wife said if i don't quit diving. she is going to divorce me. GOD i'm going to miss her.
the world is small. the earth is small. humans are small. my teacher said in class. they are other type of "EARTH" other type of "HUMANS". some are smarter. they have technology so hard we cant educate ourselves. doesnt anyone wanna travel the world? to see the whole universe?
or do you prefer to wake up everyday and think about how to pass school today? how to finish the projects? I WANT IT. i wanna earn money. to travel around. go places. the sky. the land. the sea. the mountains. the "dangerous places".

sometimes when we do smth. people will tell you no don do it. it dangerous. well well if god wanted me to go. i could just get electric shock when typing the keyboard. let me ask you. what is chance of being dead or alive tml? 1/2 to be alive. 1/2 to be dead. so why do we work? some to live a normal life and die. some like me. to buy equipments and go around the world. such as diving. mountain climbing. bungee jumping. skydiving. marathon. so much more to do, before i die.

instead of failing. and blogging about if. oh. shit i fail this. arhh. im so sad. like me. my O was so GOOD. i knew i wasted my time. now i have to wake up. and start to arrange it all back. my life was wonderful. we all make mistakes right. always we have do. mistakes are unstopable. believe it. we live in a world where everyday. so many are born. so many are dead. you cant stop them from being dead. from coming to this world. you cant chose some rich and kind man as your dad. you can want something to happen.

den. it all come down to one thing. CHOICE. yes or no. true or false. + or -.
but even with choice. they are lots of things stopping us.
right now. its $$$$$$$$$$$$$$$.
to dinner.bb.

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