Sunday, May 18, 2008

should i or should i not..
i feel like deleting the whole blog. move to lj or xanga.
or find a cooler blogskin which is difficult.
vodka is cool. way cool.
life has always been full of surprise.

had family gathering. grill food. xbox. family.
if we could inculde a sleepover. it would be wonderful.
however. we always need someone to spoil our day.
crying was all that needed. didnt we say 20mins?
20mins and its all your. no one will bother you. we will walk away. let your play all you wan.
cry for fuk... and you messed it up.
people get pissed with me. i get pissed with others.
you cry you win. there give it to you..[throw shawn's controller on the floor]
haha. nah i left it on the floor.

we had soccer showdown. long time did not play became so lousy.
black and white. 6-2 first match.
2-0 for second match first half. until someone cried. and we cant finish the 20mins.
next. after finish his game. we got back to showdown!
HALO 2. hehe. black and white teams up.
won!! deathmatch for last score. my rockets did the job. shawn was pissed! haha. his team had the sword for a long time. but still. sniper won! kudos to wei jun and jing shen.

talk to jem for a damn long afternoon on ccn day. had lunch. talk talk talk talk talk.
maisie's bubble tea was nice. how they make one?
they bought it.
then i went home. cant believe the sweat i had. digusting.

now now. i have smth digusting to say.
when i was doing cooldown after my run at the end of changi beach. i was looking at the sunset. for 15mins. nothing happen. until i saw a family sitting tgt. 1papa. 1mama. 1son.
so i started to wonder. omg. is the mama half naked? she does not looks like she is wear any.
so i move forward to a bench to do my cooldown. then. the mom stand up. i saw a halfnaked woman. what the hell. this is singapore lo. and so i stare on. don say i pervert. they were back facing me. i watch and watch. thinking. how would the son grow up to be?
he might be like so pervert craving to grab some girls anytime. sigh.
ugly naked woman with ugly man...
would anyone bring their wife to the beach to start touching and kissing her body parts in public?
what would you feel? don you think lust has override love?

we have to know. lust/love/sex are three different things.
the most important one is sex.
human need air, water and food. and sex to survive. psycho taught me that. and its true.
without sex. they will be no babys. lets forget about those crazy scientist who would say well i could take the sperm and the egg.
number 2 on the list is love.
love keeps a couple together. or that might be a factor.
lastly. we have lust. which is a very funny term. it is bad and good.
you must have lust for your wife right. without it. you will go for other girls or women.
however. too much of a lust will just result in a husband asking for sex daily. or even not asking and forcing. well. we all know this. too much of something good is bad.

my lecturer is a councilor for a church. he told us in lecture. the most affecting factor of a teenager is BOY GIRL RELATION. true to a huge extent. i have a good example.
there is 2times more girls commiting suicide than boys.
however the success rate for guys is 2times more than the girls.
largely due to BGR. once i had this primary school mate. she love this guy so much she lost her personal life when they broke up. its like during your free times you wont know what to do. you cant call your bf and chat. guys are proven to be more emotional damage after a break.
so if is it true that guys have more lust than love? if so. why are they so emotionally damaged?
funny. some say guys are pervert. always staring at my boobs. well. i don think so. i met girls who are more horny than guys.

goodnight. for all the broken souls.
i have seen enough to understand.
no. i am no suicidal. lots of place to dive.

oh ya. my D80 produce high quality photos. which kind of sucks. i cant upload to friendster. and blogger takes a lifetime to upload one. i can crop. but it sucks to crop. i have lots of photos to show. sigh.....

its kinda late. happy birthday wei jun.
who is next???

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